Tuesday, May 09, 2006

A belated crisis of confidence?

Well, I'm now almost half way through the week, meaning that I've got 2 and a half weeks left at school... And, I'm having a crisis of confidence - along the lines of what I perceive to be my lack of classroom control (apparently, according to everyone else, not an issue; I even held it together when my video was in the wrong place, and then rain started coming through the ceiling onto the children...); my tendency to get flustered (EVERYone who's observed me has commented on how calm I am.... Am I sure they're talking about ME?!!); whether I'm going to fail (no causes for concern, so apparently not...).

So despite my worries, other people think that I'm good, and even I know some of my strengths, but it didn't stop me from crying down the phone to my other half... Oh well, it's half term soon....

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