I am SO tired!!! I didn't make my 9:00 this morning. My alarm went off at 7:45, & my body just refused to move. I eventually got up & had a shower at about 9:00, so I did make it to my 10:00...I took 2 "mood brighteners" this morning too. I'm not looking forward to going home, & have been feeling rather more grotty & tearful because of it. I guess that taking 2 pills for a while isn't too bad. If they make me feel better...

I got my 3rd unassessed Theology essay back today - I thought it was awful, but I got 61%, which I'm very proud of!!! I now have to write 2 ASSESSED Classics essays by tomorrow...Not a good thing! I also have to go to the library, & see if there are ANY books that I can use for my fifth essay...I'm not holding my breath over that one.

Last night, CathSoc was cool. Zosh & I made mulled wine...It wasn't tasting very spicy, so we put pumpkin pie spice in it - that did the trick! It was better than the CU mulled wine - for a start, ours actually had alcohol in it, & we used red wine - whatever they used was white - you use RED wine for mulled wine!!!

I've just had my last lectures of term. They weren't too bad. We managed to get Jesus into one of our Hebrew Bible lectures; we didn't know that our lecturer actually knew that Jesus has ever existed!

I'm helping fundraising for HCPT 179 in town this evening - I get to wear my stunning yellow rugby shirt with a huge teddy on the back, & a VERY funky stripy scarf...

Going home tomorrow morning. Really don't want to go. One good thing, though, my 6 year old brother & 3 year old sister don't know that I'm going home, & I'm going to pick them up from school - so that should be quite exciting. Other than that, the idea really doesn't appeal to me at all. I'm going to see my doctor before I go tomorrow, & she'll probably give me enough "mood brighteners" that I can take 2 every day, so hopefully, I'll be OK, & come back in January feeling a bit happier & less tired than I'm feeling now...If I'm really lucky, the Orthoptist/Optometrist/Consultant Opthalmologist will actually do something that HELPS my eyes, & stop me getting major headaches & stuff...Hopefully, they'll also write a letter so I can have extra time in exams, on account of having severely dodgy sight!

Well, I'm sure that if you weren't feeling depressed before you read this, you are now. It's really not very happy stuff, so I'm going to stop now, & go home, write essays, & eat chocolate - sounds good to me!!!